When I plant my garden, I visualize
what it will look like in June, July and how I can work the colors
chosen into an autumn theme come September. When I do an event design, I
visualize it for when the event begins, to how the light will change the mood
as the evening goes on (more later). When John and I had our three children, I
visualized what the future would look like.
We would live in a wonderful
old Farm House with a big porch, a couple acres with a creek winding
its way through, a large well tended vegetable garden, with flower gardens
everywhere, a huge pumpkin patch, a clothes line with sheets flapping in the
breeze, chickens scratching in the sun, and a rusty old swing set with my kids
hanging all over it, in their cut offs with dirty feet, missing tooth grins
outlined with various popsicles colors. When they grew up, moved out got
married... Every Sunday, they would come for dinner and enjoying the
peaceful bliss of Home. When the grandkids came along, (and they have!!... more
later..) They would romp on the farm on the weekends, roast marshmallows over
the campfire, and sleep in their Mom and Dads old rooms, complete with stuffed animals,
grade school artwork on the walls, and blankets worn from being loved
to near see through, by said mom or dad. Waking up to Blueberry
pancakes and early morning tomato picking, gathering eggs from the
chickens, or pollywog catching...
Fast Forward, say about 25 years...
My children all live in the Seattle area (more later) LOVE their Urban/Big
City lifestyles, they do NOT like dirty feet or walking into dew covered
morning spider webs, and I'm pretty sure standing ankle deep in frog eggs in a pond,
with fat slimy pollywogs squirming in their hands is NOT their idea of a good
time....
Me? Nine months ago my husband and I
moved to Eagle Idaho for his career. My whole family is now in another state,
and I… have gone through a season of "dis-placed homemaker syndrome!
In the meantime, I have spent quite a
few hours feeling sorry for myself, but knowing, KNOWING God has a plan for me,
"my path." I can only assume my path journey is in its third season,
being how I'm 58 years old, lets just say...when I look back, I see
a lot of path traveled! :)
I have found a nature trail very near
my home here in Eagle and it has provided me with hours of peace, enjoyment,
and reflection on my life; the many blessings, joys, friendship, love and loss…
lessons I have learned, still have to learn (oh ya...WAY more later!) I have
stories I want to tell, experiences I want to share, amazing people I have
had the pleasure of knowing, loving, letting go... and hopefully, I have laughs
I want to give you (mostly at my own expense).
I was just wondering, perhaps our
paths might cross, and we could share the rest of our journey here in this gift
called life?
Because seriously. Isn’t life a TRIP!!?